sadness

Today I'm feeling soooooo depressed. School makes me feel depressed! In almost every lesson in which I would love to have some help from my best friend I sit alone. And I really feel alone. So I just keep smiling and acting like everything is OK, but inside I'm just dying. But I'm a strong person! I'm not the same person which I was month or year ago and I'm not playing games anymore. I really miss my girl Lāsma, who's not in city right now, she is a person about who I care the most and she does the same about me. It's really sad that in my life friends like this is rarity. But I appreciate everything I have in my life, I'm not mad at anyone and if I'm feeling bad I'm keep fighting with myself. You will never know what will happen to you tomorrow - maybe you will lost somebody, maybe you will lost yourself, maybe you will fall ill and never recover, maybe there is no tomorrow for you.. Do you get me? You have to fight with your negative emotions, you have to smile! My day was just horrible, but I'm fine. And I hope that your day was good! Keep smiling everyone!!!